one week

one week since we kicked off, and what a week its been. As I suspected its already been a bit of a rollercoaster for me. In just a week we have surpassed 100 likers - thats more than I hoped for and it is largely due to a special friend but meh at this point I'll take it anyway I can get it lol

One thing I will have to learn is to just take it as it comes. I tend to take all things personally and must stop myself from overanalysing everything....why didn't that sell?, don't they like my stuff?, is my sewing up to scratch? on and on it goes - but thats just me I've always been worried about people liking me. Its been something I've been working on for a while now - all I want is to be myself, my true self which may not be the me some people are used to but slowly as I get older I am starting to like the real me and I really care much less than I did if anyone else does. Although I happen to think I'm pretty cool hehehe.

Anyway I am rambling - I tend to do that :) . I know that I am for the most part I am enjoying it because I lay awake at night with ideas running through my head - sad but true!!!! I need a mantra I think to repeat to myself when I am having a moment but I am learning and thats never a bad thing right? 
My goal for the first week was 100 likers - didn't think I'd get there but we did, Hmmm goal for week 2 let me think on that - well I do have one in mind but I'm not sure I want to share it hehe - gotta keep some things to myself right?

Anyway until next time

xxx